It was the same kind of jokes being cracked, the same style
of clothing, the same topics being discussed. But I was not one with them
anymore. From being the biggest f-up in our group, I had become the
responsible, committed one who had her own press card. It was really strange
knowing that two months ago, I had been her, the girl sitting opposite me-
carefree, indifferent to judgment, not worried about what my next step on life
was. I should probably feel good knowing what I'm achieving. But it's just not
the same kind of fun that I was so used to. Everybody told me that meeting your
friends outside college once you're done with it goes back to feeling the same.
Why doesn't it then?
Because it does not interest the thought anymore?
ReplyDeleteWhen I first met my friends outside the college , I simply couldn't remember anything back from the days, may be the mind was preoccupied, observing what was in front of it, analysing what others are doing , trying to read minds. Just was not the same , those days were gone or may be it was just the state of it.